Something inexplicable happened to me.

It was beautiful and terrifying. It showed me why sadness and happiness, good and evil are both necessary in our world. Life wouldn't make sense any other way.

It made me believe in a higher power, but it was vague enough that it could've just been insanity. It irks me that I don't know which it is, but I need to forget about it before it becomes an obsession. It gave me some faith, but it also made me unsure. As you can see, there was a lot of duality.

I will no longer write in my xanga any more.

I want to thank everyone that supported me throughout my life, whether they did so in small ways or large ways. If you read my xanga, thank you for that. If my connection with you is larger than that, then thank you for your strength, your honesty, your kindness, your friendship, your everything.